Things A Girl Wishes Her Better Half Knew

• When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
• When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
• When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
• When she is mad and walks away from you, follow her.
• When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
• When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
• When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
• When she ignores you, give her your attention.
• When she pulls away, pull her back.
• When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
• When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
• When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
• When she’s scared, protect her.
• When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
• When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
• When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
• When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
• When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
• When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
• When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
• When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
• When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
• When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
• Stay on the phone with her, even if she’s not saying anything.
• Don’t let her have the last word.
• Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
• Argue that she is the best girl ever.
• When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
• When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it. Talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later, she’ll still remember.
• Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
• Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
• Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
• Don’t ignore her, when she’s out with you and your friends.
• Stay up all night with her, when she’s sick.
• Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show, even if you think it’s stupid.
• Let her into your world.
• Let her wear your clothes.
• Let her know she’s important.
• Kiss her in the pouring rain.
• When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is, “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?
• After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

Truly Sorry

So I've been feeling like a bad person lately.Like,the guilt I have bottled up is taking it's toll on me.I hate how I always lash out,fight and hurt the ones I love most.I don't understand why I keep doing it and by hurting the ones I love,eventually,I will start hurting myself.I mean,those are the people who've been for and with me in every dark hour I've been through and how do I repay them? I can't even forgive myself for who Iam,who I've become and I don't know how or when it started.I just want it to stop.I want to stop hurting the people I love,I want to stop thinking all about my feelings and start being considerate of other people's feelings too. I just,have never felt this horrible about myself before.I just feel like rewinding back to the moment where I was about to hurt them,take it back,rethink all of my actions and change it.Well,no use regretting now,what's done is done.Hoping I'll get another chance to redeem myself.But deep down inside,even I wouldn't forgive myself.If anyone's ever felt horrible because of what I may have said or done,I am truly sorry.This goes out to anyone who is reading this.

Heart Expressed .

Just like you, I have many roles in my life, I’ve spent time learning my way around blogging and social media (which fascinate me, by the way). No matter what role I’m working on in my life, however, I’ve always found time to write. From short stories to the novel I’m working on right now, creative writing is something I simply love to do. Up until recently, the things I wrote pretty much stayed in notebooks and computers, getting forgotten as the years went by.

Expressing The Feelings of My Heart

There is a vitality, a life force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and will be lost. Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you go to write it down, and either you over dramatize it, or underplay it, exaggerate the wrong parts or ignore the important ones. At any rate, you never write it quite the way you want to. Because I trust in the ever-changing climate of the heart. (At least, today I feel that way.) I think it is necessary to have many experiences for the sake of feeling something; for the sake of being challenged, and for the sake of being expressive, to offer something to someone else, to learn what we are capable of. So, Keep your best wishes, close to your heart and watch what happens .

Heavy Feeling

There it goes again, that heavy feeling in your chest when you don't feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try you can't seem to connect to anyone or anything .

11 Painful Things

1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget

2. Reminiscing the good times

3. Trying to hide what you really feel 

4. Loving someone who loves another

5. Having a commitment with someone you know would not last

6. Shielding your heart to love somebody

7. Loving a person too much

8. Right love at the wrong time

9. Taking risk to fall in love again 

10. Accepting that it was never meant to be 

11. What ifs ..