So I've been feeling like a bad person lately.Like,the guilt I have bottled up is taking it's toll on me.I hate how I always lash out,fight and hurt the ones I love most.I don't understand why I keep doing it and by hurting the ones I love,eventually,I will start hurting myself.I mean,those are the people who've been for and with me in every dark hour I've been through and how do I repay them? I can't even forgive myself for who Iam,who I've become and I don't know how or when it started.I just want it to stop.I want to stop hurting the people I love,I want to stop thinking all about my feelings and start being considerate of other people's feelings too. I just,have never felt this horrible about myself before.I just feel like rewinding back to the moment where I was about to hurt them,take it back,rethink all of my actions and change it.Well,no use regretting now,what's done is done.Hoping I'll get another chance to redeem myself.But deep down inside,even I wouldn't forgive myself.If anyone's ever felt horrible because of what I may have said or done,I am truly sorry.This goes out to anyone who is reading this.
